gee. last post was march 2? and it’s now tha 26th! 24 days? have i been busy or what? haha!:D
well…busy yes…but not in a very productive adult manner.
*i love my laptop! it just takes all the omg-it-crashed-i’ve-written-a-book-whure’s-it-nao?! fear.*
digression aside, after a long day of realizing that i don’t really need “medication” for my “ADHD”. *for reals. i have.*
or..ok..should i start discussing my ADHD journey first? ok. i’m confused.
haha. anyhow.. yes. i have ADHD. and it’s not cute at all. and for what seemed like..psychedelic, gay-bugs-infested string of lovely tardy months, i’ve been trying to battle it. truth be told, the case isn’t clinical yet. well, i mean, the case is clinical of course —- but, i’m just..i dunno..afraid and stupid enough to not formally consult a doctor so as to confirm it, big time.
well, the farthest i’ve gone is —-wikipedia and adhd.com —-
the thing is, i don’t wanna go to some psychiatrist for there’s still this part in me that’s well…ever whispering that i might just be using it as an excuse.. and if you’re gonna ask me if i’m actually doing such— imma say NO. for life would’ve been quite easier if everytime ….